50 Blocks finished
..for my Midget Sampler.
Nr. 81 - Windflowers
Here are they all.
Today is the 63rd day after quitting smoking. I feel wonderful.
No craving at all the last week.
It seems to me that I am getting more sensitive and emotional, though. This has nothing to do with "nicotin detox" because that is long over. I think this is just a new "normal self" evolving.
years ago I discussed with a fellow pagan witch the role of the tobacco spirit in people's lives. She said that in exchange for your freedom, the tobacco spirit gives you things. Only that I never knew what I got from the tobacco being, because I became addicted to it during adolescence and I really can't tell what parts of my adult personality came just from becoming an adult and what parts were the presents of tobacco being. Maybe I'll find out now.
Maybe I got a protection shield from it, so that things don't get too near to me. Well now I can protect myself. I don't need that tobacco being any more.
Nr. 81 - Windflowers
Here are they all.
Today is the 63rd day after quitting smoking. I feel wonderful.
No craving at all the last week.
It seems to me that I am getting more sensitive and emotional, though. This has nothing to do with "nicotin detox" because that is long over. I think this is just a new "normal self" evolving.
years ago I discussed with a fellow pagan witch the role of the tobacco spirit in people's lives. She said that in exchange for your freedom, the tobacco spirit gives you things. Only that I never knew what I got from the tobacco being, because I became addicted to it during adolescence and I really can't tell what parts of my adult personality came just from becoming an adult and what parts were the presents of tobacco being. Maybe I'll find out now.
Maybe I got a protection shield from it, so that things don't get too near to me. Well now I can protect myself. I don't need that tobacco being any more.
distelfliege - 25. Jan, 14:17
