frustration + success
This week has been really mixed. I had my 3rd exam and received the best of possible results, the next day I continued training for the next one and nearly everything went wrong.
I hate those eggs from caged hens they have at school. After working with ingredients from organic farming for a while it sometimes can make me sick to deal with all that big, fat, poisoned stuff from tortured animals and raped soils.
By thursday night I was so frusttrated with my exercises that I decided to stop outside in the park and then on the street to watch jugglers. They juggle when the light is red and just before it turns green for the cars, they go to collect some small change in their hats.
And monday I will have to take the subway because my bike needs a repair. I stopped trying to repair some things myself after I killed my gear when I tried to repair that once. And now it's again the gear - it seems like the cable which is pulling the gear so I can shift, is broken. I hope it's just that and not the gear system itself. I should not have skipped the professionally done yearly checkup of the bike like I did this year!
And here comes the good news: the second sun is even more beautiful than the first one! If nothing else makes me smile, I look at the pic of the sun and smile with it.
I've read a blog today, with again gorgeous pictures:
Berlins Whimsy. Someday when I have more time, I want to be better at photography, too (and have a reason to buy a SLR camera and not a small pocket camera like I have now.)
But I think I'm not the type to have a SLR camera. I'm the "push the button and everything on automatic" person. But I like looking at things and trying to capture a nice perspective and a beautiful light.
I hate those eggs from caged hens they have at school. After working with ingredients from organic farming for a while it sometimes can make me sick to deal with all that big, fat, poisoned stuff from tortured animals and raped soils.
By thursday night I was so frusttrated with my exercises that I decided to stop outside in the park and then on the street to watch jugglers. They juggle when the light is red and just before it turns green for the cars, they go to collect some small change in their hats.
And monday I will have to take the subway because my bike needs a repair. I stopped trying to repair some things myself after I killed my gear when I tried to repair that once. And now it's again the gear - it seems like the cable which is pulling the gear so I can shift, is broken. I hope it's just that and not the gear system itself. I should not have skipped the professionally done yearly checkup of the bike like I did this year!
And here comes the good news: the second sun is even more beautiful than the first one! If nothing else makes me smile, I look at the pic of the sun and smile with it.
I've read a blog today, with again gorgeous pictures:
Berlins Whimsy. Someday when I have more time, I want to be better at photography, too (and have a reason to buy a SLR camera and not a small pocket camera like I have now.)
But I think I'm not the type to have a SLR camera. I'm the "push the button and everything on automatic" person. But I like looking at things and trying to capture a nice perspective and a beautiful light.
distelfliege - 26. Jul, 23:35
